ME AND A WALL

staring at a blank wall
i see nothing but light reflected
besides, it was all empty
sometimes i let out sigh
and the wall sighed too
as if it was too, staring at me
finding me blank
reflecting nothing but the light
and its sighs
i turned to the left, where a square window framed
the wall turned too
we looked out and saw the sky
it had never been that blue
my mind became calmer
it opened a little bit wider
slowly i stood and walked
to the frame i came nearer
there i stood, my mind full of wonder
a new perspective filling my view
a sky was not just bluer
a garden bloomed with flowers
clouds had never been mightier, yet lighter
the wind fresh and lovely
seeking its way to kiss my cheeck
i giggled.
for once i forgot about the wall
i did not notice it sighs for not seeing
what i have seen
from the framed window
i seek a door
no more staring at a blind wall

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The Second Meeting

We had our chance
A few years back
When we met for the first time
We learned to share things together
We learned to accept and love each other
It was not hard to love you

Some say differences are exciting
But for us it tore us to pieces
We could not feel the joy
For seeing each other everyday
Became painful and irritating
Alone you tried to find the solution

As silent as you came in
You decided to leave for good
Your heart was as heavy as mine
But then your things were packed
And you sat next to the door
Without words I knew it was goodbye

In your eyes tears running
I couldn’t hold mine too
The morning was so dull and silent
It understood our feelings
I couldn’t see you leave
But I failed to make you stay

You pulled your bags and walked away
Your steps were heavy
You turned your head to look at to me
I knew you wanted to turned back to me
And I wished that you did
But it never happened

You came back to where you belonged
There would be no way to get you back here
And I never tried to ask
As long as you were happy
But now I realized you were never happy
Because they told me how much you missed me

It was another sad morning
As I received a phone call
Telling that you were gone
And hoping that I would come
To pay my last visit
Now I know how much I lost

I began to dream
Of a second chance that I never wished before
I began to realized
That your life means so much to me
Now that you’re gone
I am dreaming of seeing you once again

The second meeting that we had
Was awkward and I never wished
To see you in that box
Lied silently with your eyes closed
No more words and hugs from you
Now I know how much I miss you

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I AM WALKING ON

I see you in that room
Looking down, writing on something
So intensely thinking
Probably you are working
I keep stepping
Leaving no noise, just a glance
Through the glass door

I keep walking
Thinking that leaving you alone
Is much better than
Trying to open the door
There is not much to talk about anymore
Only emptiness and awkwardness
So, I’d rather leave you by yourself

But your name lingers in my mind
As I step away from you
Like a claw pulling my feet back
My heart and my head wanting
To turn around and pull that door knob
Pull it and say “Hi, how are you doing?”
And with that the conversation begins

Instead, I walk on
Even though your presence pulls me back
I move on and not turning back
Even though my heart really want to
I have to go on because I have to
And yes it hurts so badly
But I have to set my heart free
So I have to let go of you

Every day the thoughts of you are getting stronger
The desperation to be yours is my desire
But now the time has change
All that fills my heart now is your absence
I never thought of losing you like this
And what we had have gone to this
The truth is you are the one I miss

Aku dan Dia

Rindu mendengar bicaranya
Biar pun tiada suara
Tapi kudengar gemanya
Pada lirik mata
Andai salah telahannya
Kita cuma mampu tertawa
Aku dan dia
Dalam dunia fantasia
Indah tak terkata
Aku ingin sekali lena
Di sampingnya
Berselimut deru nafasnya
Lembut belai bicaranya
Aku ingin lagi dengannya
Jatuh cinta
Seperti kisah yang lama
Yang aku hampir lupa
Kini aku ingin tiba
Labuhkan sauh bahtera
Aku ingin tiba di sana
Labuhkan sauh bahtera...

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