I see you in that room
Looking down, writing on something
So intensely thinking
Probably you are working
I keep stepping
Leaving no noise, just a glance
Through the glass door
I keep walking
Thinking that leaving you alone
Is much better than
Trying to open the door
There is not much to talk about anymore
Only emptiness and awkwardness
So, I’d rather leave you by yourself
But your name lingers in my mind
As I step away from you
Like a claw pulling my feet back
My heart and my head wanting
To turn around and pull that door knob
Pull it and say “Hi, how are you doing?”
And with that the conversation begins
Instead, I walk on
Even though your presence pulls me back
I move on and not turning back
Even though my heart really want to
I have to go on because I have to
And yes it hurts so badly
But I have to set my heart free
So I have to let go of you
Every day the thoughts of you are getting stronger
The desperation to be yours is my desire
But now the time has change
All that fills my heart now is your absence
I never thought of losing you like this
And what we had have gone to this
The truth is you are the one I miss
